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Dec. 30th, 2023 10:30 pmI'm definitely wondering again why I post, well, anything online since I either get almost completely ignored (or totally ignored very often) or else people respond to say something condescending and going on about something I wasn't talking about which makes it extremely obvious that aside from totally misunderstanding what I've said then they've not actually paid attention to anything I've ever said or written before either.
And I'm still just... so bitter that I can say something about Moriarty and it gets totally ignored and then some Holmes fan (and let's be honest, probably Holmes/Watson shipper) says the exact same thing I've said and everyone thinks that's amazing and such a great point and they actually, like, discuss this? I'm not saying they stole my point, I have no idea whether that's just coincidence or not, but what I am saying is I'm sick of how you can say the exact same thing as other people and say it first but because you like the 'wrong' pairing or the 'wrong' version of the pairing nobody gives a shit about anything you say ever. And like people ask questions about something and I have answered them and they just... ignore me? Totally ignore me? So why ask a question in a public place if you're just going to ignore someone who bothers to give you a detailed answer to something nobody else has ever answered? I don't know what anyone wants from me, I say the same things as they go on about and I get ignored, I try to help people and I get ignored. And also... my fics... I say should I write such and such and multiple people go yes! And are really enthusiastic about the idea! And so I write it and... like one person out of all of them actually cares, none of the rest give a shit. And I'm left with the impression again that most of these people have literally no idea what I've ever said or written before, so why bother saying they wanted more fic from me? I don't know what you want or expect from me.
And I have basically no fucks left to give about finishing one fic any more because of all of this. It's like, nobody else cares so why should I give a damn about finishing it.
And I'm still just... so bitter that I can say something about Moriarty and it gets totally ignored and then some Holmes fan (and let's be honest, probably Holmes/Watson shipper) says the exact same thing I've said and everyone thinks that's amazing and such a great point and they actually, like, discuss this? I'm not saying they stole my point, I have no idea whether that's just coincidence or not, but what I am saying is I'm sick of how you can say the exact same thing as other people and say it first but because you like the 'wrong' pairing or the 'wrong' version of the pairing nobody gives a shit about anything you say ever. And like people ask questions about something and I have answered them and they just... ignore me? Totally ignore me? So why ask a question in a public place if you're just going to ignore someone who bothers to give you a detailed answer to something nobody else has ever answered? I don't know what anyone wants from me, I say the same things as they go on about and I get ignored, I try to help people and I get ignored. And also... my fics... I say should I write such and such and multiple people go yes! And are really enthusiastic about the idea! And so I write it and... like one person out of all of them actually cares, none of the rest give a shit. And I'm left with the impression again that most of these people have literally no idea what I've ever said or written before, so why bother saying they wanted more fic from me? I don't know what you want or expect from me.
And I have basically no fucks left to give about finishing one fic any more because of all of this. It's like, nobody else cares so why should I give a damn about finishing it.
