Have I really got to write everything myself?

[tiger_moran]

I can't believe that in a time when there is so much published (and self-published) fiction I still cannot find:

• decent queer m/m vampire fiction
• Victorian set mystery/detective stuff with male main characters who really are a couple
• adult stories about horses that aren't a/ boring [invariably het] romance or ~smut~, b/ about horse racing (fuck the horse racing industry!) or c/ about showjumping
• stories involving trains and I mean actually featuring trains not 'this takes place on/around a train but nobody gives a shit about the train only about the characters' also not steam trains
• also more stories about the Sherlock Holmes characters I actually want to read about not just yet more usually extremely mediocre Holmes pastiches or Holmes and Cthulhu shit
   

(I learned recently while trying (and failing) to find fiction involving trains that what I thought was the same series about some Victorian/Edwardian dude investigating stuff around a railway was actually two different series by two different people. You can tell I really didn't like either series.)